Where I Am

As you know, I found a wonderful therapist. She is present with me and she is just what I needed. Therapy is not something I thought I could ever risk doing again. It has been very time consuming and emotionally exhausting. Much harder than I thought it would be. I discovered quickly that therapy has extended my ability to be vulnerable to its limits. And blogging has been [...]

For You

I cry because of you but I don’t cry for you it would do no good I cry because of you your words pierced my already broken heart your hands crippled my already wounded soul I cry because of you but I don’t cry for you it would serve [...]

“In Sheep’s Clothing”

Yesterday I read this book all the way through. It is THE most important book I have ever read in my life. It is a very easy read, it is clear and concise, and easy to understand. I think it is one of the most important must read books for everyone, for several reasons. Most of us [...]

They Are Among Us

I have been immersing myself in reading a lot of information regarding narcissists, sociopaths, and psychopaths. I understand how my childhood and past abuse set me up for these people to be in my life. I don't know if I have ever [...]

Evidence Left Behind

You come from somewhere always without warning from deep inside of me As you flow from my eyes roll down my face your wet salty moisture against my skin As I choke on the pain that pours out [...]